I am Violent. What Helps Me Escape From Seeing My Violence?

My beliefs, are what helps me to escape from my violence.

My beliefs tell me:

"believe me, and you will be permitted to do this much violence, free from punishment"

Is this always true and if so why am I never aware of it?

"Because my beliefs will make sure I forget about it, before I've observed it, so I will never know. I will have this belief or that belief. I promise to protect myself from complicity through my belief. All I have to do is believe"

How will my beliefs protect me from punishment?

"No one will punish me because everyone has the same kinds of beliefs with identical forms of protectionism. It gets better, everyone will close ranks if they see me in danger of observing what my beliefs are actually doing"

How does a belief protect me?

"Through judgement. Things going against my belief will be judged with condemnation of the whats really there or a competing belief, giving you the right to do violence to either with impunity. Things supporting my belief will be judged with justification, justifying my violence. My belief is self-supporting"

What sort of beliefs am I talking about?

"All of them, anything that can be believed and is not directly observed. Socialism, capitalism, planet saving, the left, the right, the party, the uni-party. That taxation is needed, that welfare is needed, that charity is needed. That there are too many people in the world, that nature cannot support a growing population. That the world is running out of everything. That wealth and power are evil and I am not. That nature has laws. That nature knows anything about equality. That nature cares more about humanity. That humanity is destroying the world, that UFOs are coming to save us. Christianity, Islam, Judaism. Your favourite political party. Marxism, Georgism, libertarianism. Whatever is informing my thought and moves around so quickly I can no longer see it doing that. All beliefs help me to be violent for free and as a nice little bonus, help me escape from complicity in my violence"

Does this mean I must end my beliefs?

"No. Just observe them and watch them 'moving' around while they inform your thought. Remember, I have submitted myself to my beliefs so to that extent my thoughts now possess me. You can still observe this happening. Do not judge them by justification. Do not judge them by condemnation. Just watch them happening. Watch them moving around. Identify the direct link between my beliefs and my violence. Watch this happening"

But politicians, professors, pundits and priests go to great lengths to show me this is untrue?

"This is the power of intellect. My intellect is used in the biggest way to provide additional beliefs which help me to escape more deeply into fantasy. The more I start to recognise the source of my violence, the more my intellect is devoted to covering that up with more intense beliefs. Please don't ask me to convince you of this. You, only have to look at it with extreme care and you will see it happening, without expert help. It is just there, moving around, in front of you. Just look directly at it, while holding your beliefs in suspension for long enough to see it running along."

That sounds very hard to do. It sounds crazy and a I don't think I should speak about it any more?

"Of course it is. I am trying to bring everything cosy about the world I have created under serious scrutiny for the first time. I am essentially trying to change my world. What else could it be but very hard? Am I crazy or is that my violent belief coming to my defence, once again?"

Can I go to my leaders and ask them for help?

"When I rise to a high seat in society, even the highest seat, THAT is when my intellect will be at its strongest, most active and most useful of all - in showing me how to escape from my violence. Because wealth and power are who I appeal to most of all when I need to escape. My violence justified by my beliefs is exactly why I submitted my freedom to the power of my leaders. They are a proxy for my violence. I created them and they belong to me, in totality"

Saul Goodman above in the image, is the fictional anti hero in a great work of television art. The authors seem to be telling us how violent he is. But in spite of the authors, art is saying:

"Look at Saul. He might be violent. But he's no more violent than all the other characters who walk around behind a veil of saving the world, like that family couple.

So why don't you take a good hard look at that. Do it without judgement and without using whatever are your beliefs to escape?"

The 450 Volt Truth: From Orwell to Obedience

A thread on dystopia, Milgram and breaking the agentic state: why people act irrationally, and often violently, when a tribal social structure and its hierarchy are brought under serious scrutiny. This is a tricky topic. Please read the Obedience Glossary of Terms before proceeding. Why this matters This piece grew out of a long conversation with Grok. I had to interrogate the AI quite a bit, and I was astonished at the intelligence it produced. What follows is the most pertinent part of that exchange, tightened up. Do not be fooled into thinking this is just another Orwell analysis. Orwell only sets the scene for what comes later: the agentic state, and how power uses it to control the masses. It may not have all the answers. It might be wrong. A lot of it is very hard to believe is happening. But it still seems to fit the bizarre world of system-wide dissonance we all live in, and take part in, better than any of the alternatives. So it deserves your continued attention. By al...

A Dialogue on the UK's Accession to the United States (UKEXIT)

I want the government to start a conversation: could the countries of the United Kingdom leave the UK and join the United States as individual states? Let us call the idea UKEXIT—pronounced “yukezit”. This petition asks us to examine what that could mean for people's lives: their rights, prosperity, identity and future. It is a proposal for dialogue, not immediate change. If Wales , Northern Ireland , Scotland or England left the UK, it would end their system of constitutional monarchy and parliamentary democracy . As separate US states, they would govern themselves within the federal system and receive its protection. Immediate change is unlikely. But the disconnect in UK leadership calls for a serious conversation. The government should honestly help the public compare ways of governing and think harder about nationalism, patriotism and multiculturalism—and what each leaves to our descendants. Why consider it? What could improve? What happens if we do nothing? Concl...

Government & Tax Death Toll

I'm going to show you how government and taxation causes more excess death than any other factor, even global wars and pandemics. It is and always has been the biggest genocide of all. And it’s deliberate. Government doesn’t just fail to save lives — it takes them, at scale. 2–6 million globally 200K–400K in the U.S. 50K–80K in the UK Every year. Every tax. Every regulation. Cumulatively since 1970 government and tax killed between 160 and 300 million people across the globe More than all 20th century wars and genocides combined (260M) In the U.S. ten times more than all U.S. combat deaths in history (10 * 1.2M) In the UK equivalent to 1 in 15 of all deaths And the nations with more regulations and a higher tax to GDP ratio such as the UK and US, tend to kill more of their own citizens per capita. The poorest nations have a better record than the richest. All this excess death is rooted in the institutions of taxation - the theft of private property, by force, against your f...

The Orwell Test

I'm going to show you how to test if you're either: an autonomous individual, or an obedient instrument of authority We all believe we make our choices with free will. And that thought is just telling us how things are. Yet in making 'free' choices are we actually signalling obedience to the political tribe we have chosen to rule us and are unconscious of it? Do not get drawn back into the unconscious and think: "well I'm somewhere in between, I do a little bit of obedience here and a little bit of autonomy there." It is not a relative activity. It is a binary one at the root. One has either submitted one's autonomy to a Master, or one has not. At the root of one's psyche. And once the root has been overwhelmed all else is lost that follows. But if one can fight to defend the root divine spark, everything is resolved. Sure, you might be attacked by a psychopath one day and this didn't help did it. But we're talking about the rediscoverin...

Facing Draco, Mining Dorado - The Coming Great Recession

This is a proposal to show how the 18.6 year real estate cycle is a hang over from times where the mechanics of the lunar month were used by high priests of the time to forecast ancient agricultural cycles - what we would today call a business cycle always culminating in a financial crisis and great recession. This is not a prediction or a prophet speaking. It is saying it will happen - a forecast. I've been saying 2026 for 15 years now. I might be wrong about the exact date. Give or take a year. The 18.6 year astronomical period is governed by the intersection of lunar and solar eclipses. It is known scientifically as the Saros Cycle. Where all 3 harmonics of the orbit of the moon coincide once every 18.6 years. The ancient scholars knew this and had been measuring it for aeons. And the politicians of the time used it to name the day when the economy had to be deliberately reset by fiat. This reset was necessary because they noticed around 19 years is as long as an economy can sur...

Mortgages, For the Greater Good

I'm going to tell you about how mortgages have evolved into a neodemocratic political tool, that mortgages harmonise all political parties meaning it doesn't matter who you vote for any more, why the homeowner never funds bank bailouts and the saver or tenant always does. And of course, the effects of this on 2026 and how to prepare your household for the next great recession. Source: UK Ministry of Justice At a property network event a property manager told me recently how they'd made it with multiple properties through the past two business cycles in 89 and 08. But didn't know or had forgotten how. And how their old boss who took more risk and had way to many bonds on his books, had not made it, because he was trying to be super wealthy - 'the bad manager'. I suggested the property manager had survived well because he'd not got greedy. He had not got over-leveraged on mortgage debt. And that government of all party's will implicitly protect the mortg...

Frequently Asked Questions

What is this blog about? This blog tells you all about my cosmic exile , my propensity to obey authority above all other social actions and how I tend to project my darker side onto the world to escape from all this - to prevent it from coming into the light. The blog will tell me how this is manifest in the material world in my daily activity, in the form of forbidden knowledge. This knowledge is available all the time and is all around me yet I'm not permitted to speak it about without risking further exile from the tribe. Because in the end, we are all suffering from being born in to the same condition - a condition of cosmic exile. Each post will attempt to present the good news - that by doing the inner work I can redeem myself from all this, immediately, if I choose it, and so can we all. Instead of fueling more chaos and incoherence in the world. I can't be more specific on the subject matter. Because it covers everything which happens on the ...

Recovery of Lost and Stolen Bitcoin Is Easier Than Ever

What if my stolen assets are mixed and dispersed into a thousand wallets. How can you possibly get that back for me? For a quick analysis see the FAQ here tohonesty.com I sometimes get asked this question by smart people genuinely interested in how the method works. It's about trying to understand how we can still recover your assets easily, even after a thief spreads your stolen assets out so widely, it feels like it's now impossible to recover. The answer is the same in all cases. Because crypto in the eyes of the law is identical in every way to all other forms of property, the recovery method will use the same existing well known techniques. One does not have to go into the precise mechanics of it, legal experts and analysts already know. The question is really about 'money laundering' and how to overwhelm the attempt by bad actors to hide the stolen assets from the law. Money laundering has been a scam method since the dawn of time. So any remediation will be th...

Introducing Obedience Theory

Let me put forward an idea that might be new to you. We'll call it 'obedience theory'. At its core, the theory explains how obedience serves as the main way people climb socially and economically. You can dig into the articles on this site for a proper deep dive. In any society built on hierarchy - and they all are - obedience underpins every decision we make. Other factors play a role in our social drives, but they're far less important. They're just theatrical offshoots of obedience. Choosing Your Tribe As a citizen, I will pick obedience to the authority that spins the tale I most want to hear. That's my tribe. I give it my obedience as the key thing to advance socially and economically. Of course, I do other stuff to get ahead. But obedience tops the list by miles. Public displays of obedience to my tribe - what I call 'signalling' - trump everything else in social and economic terms. This even beats out abstract principle values like objective fact...

Global National Socialism & Saving Human Consciousness

I'm going to tell you about Global National Socialism (GNS) GNS is a worldview and political movement which sees a single party and a single nation as the optimal condition for social organisation. Some refer to it as globalism though that is too weak a description. Think about the national socialists of 1930's Germany and you will have a better idea about what it means, though it won't look much like that on the surface, more like the Soviet Union and probably something like neither. Some might call it 'omni-socialism'. It's a state of the world where there's a single nation, run by a single party, with a single all encompassing worldview of obedience . Whatever is becomes it will be systemically authoritarian with centralised control of everything. It's not dumb to call it nationalism, in spite of being a global authority. It is one nation where everything is driven by a cult of national superiority. A nation of ideal people, only. Not ideal in race, ...

North Stoke Life

Search This Blog