Heaven is not a place you can get to. Things happen on the earth, not in heaven. You will not see it coming.
Have you not read the Bible? It tells you all about it.
Christians do not understand the Bible. They think heaven happens on the earth but they never see it coming, as He told us you will not see it coming. Christians create an image of God, and then go on to workshop the image they just created. Without being conscious that thought is leading them, with just images. They do not know. They cannot see it coming. They think they are ahead of 'non believers', but they are in the same place still - on the earth.
Christianity is simply another earth bound power structure for shifting what belongs to others, to me. Nothing wrong with that per se. It's just not heaven. And in the final analysis, is useless to you. All it can do is feed you. It cannot bring you into the light, where you suddenly have a chance of seeing it coming. You may still not see it. But finally, there's a chance.
If you can bring yourself to 'stand' in the light, finally you will 'know', something might come. That does not happen on the earth. You still may not see it coming. But now, there's a chance.
When you're close to 'death' will you care about what happens to your children. Or will you care more about, god only knows, where you will be going? Where will you be going? Nothing else matters.
Why do you refuse to take that chance. How hard can it be? What is it about the earth you cannot let go of? The earth has nothing for you, except 'food'.
Is this clear? How many times do I have to say to you about this forbidden knowledge? I'm pointing at it to you for free. Take it!
Resistance is a contemporary worldview - 'of the same time'. People generally, who turn down forbidden knowledge, look at everything, even so called religious things, in the darkness of the present time. They judge holy matters, contemporarily. On the earth. But are not aware of it.
Bring yourself into the light and make a stand next to the holy well. A place of 'healing', holy. Healing. The Hollywell. Stop making a stand on the earth by protesting about bringing wealth and power to account, so that you can be 'seen'. Those things, you created, and they belong to you on the earth. If you do not like them, why create them?
There is nothing special about me to tell you this. I just look directly at it. It gives me no special benefit knowing it. It will not send me to heaven - heaven is not a place you can get to. It will not make me rich or get me 'seen' in the eyes of the people. It's more likely to be a curse.
You live on the earth. And you think you will go to heaven one day. That is not how it is. Make your confessions. Look at what is in front of your face. Do not fast or give alms because acts on the earth mean nothing and do nothing for you.
Confess! For a 'week'. Look at what happens to you.