Jealousy of wealth is a projection
A projection of deeply felt anxiety caused by being seperated from my cosmic home.
The cosmic home is my identity, where I come from and where I will return to.
But today I am in exile to that, on the earth, in the material world.
The trillionaires we're all taught to hate are a poor substitute image of my cosmic home obviously, but I use them for this unconsciously nonetheless.
Their unbounded wealth represents in material form a symbolic visualisation of my cosmic home - where I really want to be.
The trillionaires we're all told to hate are a proxy for the cosmic wealth that I want so much.
When I look at them I am jealous - it feels like they have what I want, cosmically. It looks like it.
This symbolic image of wealth is a myth signalling truth - my cosmic home, which cannot be told literally. Telling it literally no one understands.
Few understand even when told in myth and symbol, but at least some will - these ones will be on their way home.
I hook onto this image of cosmic wealth believing it is my cosmic home. I don't have it and am not there. My response internally is jealousy. They appear to have it, I do not and I'm jealous of them.
The moment I'm looking at them I do not realise their wealth is only an image of my cosmic home - a material world symbol of it. I do not realise in my anxiety it is just that - an image.
And I remain jealous as I continue to project my cosmic exile onto them. Fueling division, chaos and incoherence onto my brothers and sisters in the world.
But it's not only the trillionaires who I'm so jealous of. It is **anyone** who has more than me. I may have a home of my own, plenty of savings and a well paid job. But anyone who has more than me I am still jealous of.
So what gives here?
Their 'more' is symbolic of my cosmic home too, maybe not as intensely as a trillionaire but nonetheless, I want it more than anything else - my cosmic home, and I do not have it. So to that extent I am jealous of them.
In my exile, my projections of inner jealousy give me temporary relief on the earth. But they also block me from looking inward. From doing the inner work. And finding my way back to my cosmic home. My projections of jealousy are causing me harm.
My jealous projections not only stop me finding my cosmic home, they fuel even more division, chaos and incoherence onto my brothers and sisters in the world in a terrible positive feedback loop.
So I must turn away from all this and start looking for my own divine spark - toward my cosmic home.
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